college syndrom

I dont know what kind syndrom that I suffer, to the point, really I feel scared go to college
I feel like I'm alone, there are no my friends when I was senior high T.T
I often feel this every my birthday and go to the higher grade, but it's more scared than usually, cause previously even I up to the higher class, I still with them, there are still them beside me, and I can meet them whenever I want.
and when I got difficulty, I can I ask them to help me, but now who's want to help me? yeah altough at college I have friends to but it's different
syendhas tells me that it's usual if I got scared at the first time being an university students, as a times flow it will bring me to the better one, I can adaptation with the situation. but the important one is stop acting like a child, you are going 18th tah! (ya ngga sen? -,-)
and really, I miss them, I miss them so badly. it was so long time (+/_ one month) I haven't meet them, I haven't make a laugh with them, chating, hang out. fuuuuuuuuhhhhh we are so busy each other with our new life, our new activity as a university students.