Ran-Dom

hello blogga!!!!!!!!!!!!
long time no talk yah
actually it's not because I'm busy, but but I've no inspiration. in fact, I've many story that I wanna tell to this blog but it's hard for me to make those story become a post, because I'm confused from where I've to start, contain of my mind is random. there are many things that fill in my brain, so because of that amount number of things that I think about, make it complicated to tell.
mmmm these are some part of things that fill my brain

o get well soon for my mother, I hate to see you so weak, I miss your SUPER STRENGTH even sometimes make me kelimpungan to hear your supersonic voice in every subuh, and your spirit that force me to accompany you riding bicycle or be your badminton partner that at least make "penimbunan asam laktat" at some of my muscle.

o you. you are my remote control mood. you can be my moodbooster paling tokcer, but you can be my moodbreaker paling ampuh. it's not hard for you to be my moodbooster, just see your face, in your side, message me "hello" in the morning, it's really affect my spirit to start a day, message me "good night" before I sleep, it can make me sleep peacefully. message me "hey.. what are you doing?". to be my moodbooster you dont need entertain me like a clown until I cant stop laughing, give me chocolate or roses, or bring me to the romantic place (but if you do, I will be very happy hihi), just meet you, hear your voice, or receive your message it's enough for me. but one day without news of you it's so affect my mood, just little thing you changed your habit, it can make one thousand questions in my head, and make me hesitate.

o my girlssssss. I miss you so damnnnn, we often canceled our date, because of our hell bussiness. we have different schedule each other that make us so hard to meet. sometimes because of our different schedule terjadi percecokan antara kami satu sama lain, tapi itulah bumbu cinta kami, kami bersatu karena perbedaan. blah. but someday we promise, we will carry out our romantic date <3 cups cups

o and the important one, God I have many story that I want tell to you, but I can concentrate in the middle night, but why I never awake at that time, although everyday I tell to son to wake me at that time but son never success make me awake, padahal juga son udah pasang foto Mr.bean biar gue bangun tapi tetep aja abis liat terus niat mau tidur 5 menit eh keterusan sampe pagi. God, I want come closer to You